“nic finds it hard, yeah. it can be claustrophobic. it affects him more. if i try to block it out, it’s harder for him because he doesn’t understand why i’ve decided to do what i’ve decided to do. he doesn’t know why i’ve decided to behave that way. because i want to move on and forget about it, i refuse to discuss it. he’s a talker, with his other athletes. they talk about everything. they get to the bottom of a problem and figure it out. that’s not going to happen with me. we won’t get to the bottom of it so we might as well leave it and move on.”
i think ive to get the flag out for her races next week.