i had a job interview on wednesday (it was my second interview for the job) and despite being pretty confident going into it, i didnt get the job. i’ve had a giant knot in my stomach from stress due to it/things for the last while. not a pleasent experience.

the last two weeks i have been back studying finnish five days a week. the standard is higher that my level i think so its a little bit overwhelming, espically with half the class having lived here for 5 – 10 years so they have far more familiarity with the language than i. next wednesday i start my 3d visualiastion course. i have no idea what to expect. it will be 1630-2030 monday to thursday, so i’ll have four really long days a week. it will all be in finnish, of an even higher standard to what im used to. so im expecting to feel completely lost until christmas at least.